Should have never even have thought it.

It wasn't long ago that I wondered if the economy was going to effect me and my family. Off we went in our own little world not having to cut back, not having to search day in and out for a job.
Not that we go out and spend a lot, but we just didn't have to worry.

Well, one out of two of our incomes has survived, and guess what? It's not the one with a benefits package that brings in a steady paycheck.

As I mentioned before, the Phoenix trip didn't go so well. It didn't put me negative, but I was literally only positive by the smallest margin possible.

So, rent is due pretty quick as well as just about every other bill. I'm wondering where all this money is going to magically appear from considering our monthly bills we have coming in doesn't include food, gas, personal items - none of it. Thankfully, I have two shoots tomorrow that will bring us just barely a few dollars short of what rent is.

What happens when the economy gets bad? Where do people go? To a booze bottle or a strip club. So, if things keep going this bad, yours truly is going to shake her naked backside at the local strip club. I go where the money goes.

Although things have been rather difficult lately, I'm grateful. I don't have some deadly disease, and neither does anyone in my family. Things would be much harder if there were children involved. So, I'm grateful for that as well. As they say, things could always be worse.